Since September, I’ve spent any free time I had in the Lower School, playing with the little kids, reading to them, and just being present. One thing everyone knows about me is the love I have for babies and children—their purity, their joy, and the way they see the world with such wonder and innocence. What I didn’t expect was how much they would impact me.

One little girl stands out because of a sweet moment when she told me, “You look like a princess.” That moment reminded me how purely children see the world and how they don’t judge— just pure love. However, it’s not just this girl. Each of these little ones, whether boys or girls, have a way of making me feel needed. The way they look up to you immediately and find comfort in your presence is so special. The younger ones especially, like the three- and four-year-olds, get comfortable so quickly. One day they’re shy, and the next, they’re wrapped around you, wanting to hold your hand or climb into your lap. That feeling of being a safe place for them is so powerful and rewarding.

One thing I make sure to tell them is that they’re beautiful, to encourage them, and to limit my own negative self-talk around them because I know how easily they absorb the words and actions of those they look up to. I see so much of my younger self in them so I will always make sure to be the person I needed at that age,  especially in a school setting.  

Even the boys, who only go up to preschool, bring me so much joy. I always make sure to spend just as much time with them and show just as much affection, creating a space where they feel comfortable expressing themselves too.

Though these kids may never fully understand the impact they have on me, just as I may never fully know the difference I make in their lives, what I do know is that when I hear my name excitedly called down the hallway, I know that, at least for that moment, we’ve made each other’s day a little brighter.

Dedicated to my little Stuart sisters and brothers!

Love,

Your Big Stuart Sister, Leila